Day after Day

I've been staying at home since July 15th. I didn't do anything, I don go to work. Ya, completely like your thoughts, sleep, eat, sleep, eat. I feel so wasted after all. She promises and broke it. I can feel that im just a toy which she always tell me im not. I cannot imagine that when i started working, how would i feel. Im lazy, so lazy now. I don feel like working anymore and It's the final countdown. Some of u may not understand what the heck im talking about but all i can say that this is so much complicated. I wish that i've never made that decision. I wish that i've never talk to this girl. She changes my life. She did.