Survivor

This blog is not dead.
At least the blogger is still alive.

I had too many to write n i dono where to start with,
Things are happening every single second.
Thru happiness, sadness, madness, craziness and lots more that couldn't be described.

Good n bad. I still can survive. I really hopes that i can get thru these bad days. I did for some months.


It is too deep to be understood.




Thanx for reading:)

人心是丑恶的

为什么你总不明白，你怎么对人，人就怎么对你。

你说我用这种态度对你。

你有没有想过你对待别时的态度？
你有没有想过为什么我只对你一个人这样？

你曾经检讨过吗？
为什么我们都不喜欢你？
为什么我们对你那么差？　

你知道吗？
你只会在需要别人帮忙时才会对人好
你只会在需要被人帮忙时才会对人笑

我不怕你投诉我
因为我没错。

Back!!!

Long time no see!!
Sorry for the lack update recently.
I seldom online.


It's kinda a happening month for me.
Learning new tricks
Trying to keep my life happy
Trying to save money for my next trip
A lots.


Good Luck

HB

Happy Birthday to my beloved boyfriend


Wish u all the best in everything, dear.

Love u :)

Pls stop making me angry. Thanx

奸诈

既然你不要我对你笑
那我就让你知道我的厉害

最近发生了一些事
让去感觉很难过
也带点失望

不想和任何人说
不想他为我担心
不想再提起
不想记得



只须往今后不会再重复



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今天我请同事吃饭
谢谢他们对我的好
可惜有一个没来

虽然只是普通的午餐
但我可以感受到他们的开心。

谢谢你们

LoveUall

;P

♥ 不要羡慕被人拥有的，而忽略自己拥有的 ♥

;p

世上没有丑女人

*_*

I was so free today. At last i can feel the relaxing working mood back again. Not stress like last month. OMG

Hope this carry on.

Whenever my boss appears, he always get to see the way i look so free or talking, chatting. I think he has a bad impression on me. Sad.


Boss, i am hard working girl.

Happy Mummy's Day~

Happy Mother's Day to my lovely Mummy :)

Thanx for everything


We love u

Jia You

Who can i talk to when i feel stress?
Who can i talk to when i wanna cry?
Who can i hug when i feel lonely?


I almost cry in the office this morning
Tears are rolling in my eyes
Well,
It didn't manage to fall
Luckily it didn't

They always work depends on their mood,
Happy :) Smile
Unhappy :( Black Face
I wonder why are they like this?
Very difficult to communicate.

For the sake of my gaji, I must survive. JIA YOU

0505

Why wouldn't my life have a little bit more thrill?





::Love::

GanZheongNess

Gonna cut my precious LONG hair in 30mins!!!

谢谢关心 :)

我的压力来之于：-
他
她
她
她们
他们
也许压力也来之于我自己
我太想把我的份内事做好
也欣慰想做好所以我很急
我很想快点完成我的任务
就当我有着这种想法
我急了
急了就乱了
乱了就错了
错了就~
也没怎样
只是得做过
是我自己不喜欢这种感觉
从第一份工到现在都不喜欢做错事的感觉
只要我做错某些就算是小事
我也会难过一整天
为什么会这样
我也不知道。。。

LUCKS

It's 26th April 2010.
My mind is still at early 2010, January i mean, but i am already planning for x'mas party.

Yes,
It's the 26th day of the forth month in 2010.
I have already work for almost a month and salary day is near!! (either tomorrow or 28th). Yeapyyy!! I have a lot to buy, it has been months that i do not have this feeling. N i miss it!!!

I wish i can have my own car
I wish i can afford my own car in no time

I like this but it's too small. Vios is already not fit for family so for futher plan, this isn't a good choice.

My second choice, i don really like but it's good for travel especially i like to drive to Kuching and KK. It's too big for working but it's still great for traveling :) Hope i can get this!!





:::::: WISH ME LUCK ::::::

Lazeeness

Sorry for not updating my blog recently..

I was busy?
I was lazy?
I was tired?
I was away?

Excuses.
Haha




Went to Miri last Saturday to have my blood test and x-ray which cost me RM250!!!
OMG!!
People spend RM100 and me extra RM150.
Crazee

I am busy in the office and i sleep early in the night so that's mean no online~ing.
I kinda love-hate my job.
I love my salary and my working hours.
I dislike my work and them.
They make me retarded.
They make me insane.
They make me arhh 'scream'!!

Anyway,
Bless me.



Thanx
<3

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从不曾有过的想法，自己也吓了一跳
我对你的安全感在一瞬间消失了。





为什么？


从前
你让我骄傲
你让我满足
你让我快乐
你让我放心
你让我幸福


为什么？


现在
它们全都不见了，
它们都去了哪里？


为什么？


有一种无形的压力
夺走了我的快乐
夺走了我的笑容


为什么？


我的将来与原本填满了你，
计划好的一切突然离我好远。





我可以感觉到，有些事情即将发生。
这一切将会影响我们的一生。
这一切都掌握在你的手中。

加油

昨晚的这个时间我已经呼呼大睡了
做工真的很累
一整天都在忙
没有偷懒的机会
没有休息的时间

可是
工作之余不忘娱乐
哈哈
还好我的同事都很开朗
一直搞笑
所以还不见得无聊


又累了
我要休息了
明天又要加油了！！！

Third Day

Half day today

What am i going to do today??
1. Sleep
2. Sleep
3. Sleep

Haha. I am really tired~

Day 2

I seriously need some GOOD pen.

and a good sleep every night.

Haiz.

That day when i had my interview, i misHeard her says alternate Saturday no work!!
Few hours back, my colleague tells me actually alternate Saturday half day. aiks
So sad but true~~

I need to buy some office wear, they said no JEANS allowed but i only have JEANS in my wardrobe. What to do?? BUY LA! ($$$, everything involves it)

See, i need pen, shirts, skirts, pants. Wow. It costs~
not to forget my lipstick. once again, aiks

第一天

第一天上班
感觉好不错
大略的了解公司的操作
认识了公司10%的员工

时间过得很快
也许因为一整天都在忙把？
期待明天的到来！！



好眼睡~

第二份

整理心情
整理外在
整理内在
整理人际

感觉好像第一次，只是这次的想法成熟多了。
了解工作时该做什么，不该做什么。
知道工作时什么话可以说，什么话不可以说。

我会乖乖的
我会听话的
我会努力的
我会加油的

谢谢大家的关心，我们一起加油吧！

Hurray~

I GOT THE JOB

Interview

I have a interview this afternoon, It's 11.15am, i just woke up and not ready for everything yet. I am not nervous but i dono wat to wear, i dono wat to say, i am just like a blank paper today~ My eyes are swollen. I need a specs to cover them. I need a lipstick. I need a eye liner, OMG, I need to prepare but i really dono wat to do. What should i wear? What should i say? Can someone tell me? I hope i will get this job with my expected salary, I hope i will love this job and its surrounding. I hope everything would be fine. I hope i would be fine.

又~

我只是想像其他女孩一样被你疼爱，被你呵护。
试问，我又有什么错呢？
我真的真的感觉不到你的爱。
像是朋友，像是陌生人，像是仇人。
我们不再谈笑，
我们不再为将来幻想，
我们不再牵手，
我们不再。。。像情侣。

你走了，
也许不再回来，
也许明天就见。

可是，
你有没有想过被你留下的伤口几时才会复原？
你有没有试着了解我的感受？
你有没有想过我要的是什么？
你知道我要的是什么吗？


我累了
真的累了

恋上了寂寞的甜美

习惯了一个人躺的双人床
享受着一个人的美好时光

没有你的时间
寂寞陪着自己

忘了我们之间该有的甜蜜
你与我曾几何时不再激情

过着像似单身
生活不再有你

1216

心情很差

走了三年4个月
累了也泪了

2001

Still remember this??

轰动一时的偶像剧~《流星花园》

Bought this at Chong Hock last night!!
Cost me $4.50 ONLY~
...all their chinese drama are having a 50% discount now...

So miss this drama, I think this is the first 偶像剧 that i watched, still remember i was Form 3 by that year. Lots if sweet memories.. Miss all the best friends.. Miss all my classmates.. Hope to see them soon... Real soon~~

失望

I deleted some post that i post some days ago.
It's all about the things that i am selling.
Well, maybe it might be in a good way that more people will see and i will have more business?
Hmmm, but i kinda feel awkward cos it's like personal matter and work matter mix together.
So i deleted several minutes ago~

It's a right decision. For me.

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有一天晚上
我问他
如果有一天我不见了
你会去哪里找我
你会觉得我去了哪里吗
他毫不犹豫地回答
我怎么会知道

很好的答案
那是不是代表将来的某一天
如果
我离家出走
或是
离开了他身边
他就永远找不回我了
答案
只有他知道

Sickie him

Dear Dear is Sick
High fever
So sudden
I dono how to take care of sick person
Asked him if he wanna eat medicine
Bought him Kool Fever Sheets
Let him rest
Turned off the aircon because he was super cold
Kesian him


Pray:
Dear Dear get well soon
Shoo shoo fever go away

结果

一对恋人
生活在一起久了
感情是不是不知不觉就会变淡
甚至会开始没话题了
严重的可能会每天吵架

看着周围的老夫老妻
我真的曼担心的
担心我和他
是不是会一直保持我们的爱情
是不是永远不会对彼此厌倦
是不是会永远相爱

今天看报纸
梁智强外遇了
我很欣赏他的做法
他勇敢面对
他勇敢的向全世界承认
也许他做错了
但他做对了的收场

我真心的希望我们能彼此相爱到老

亲爱的
我爱你

Jee Family CNY Trip to KK 14th Feb to 18th Feb ^^

Trip to KK from 14th to 18th Feb 2010

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14th Feb ~ 5 and a half hrs road trip to KK

Papa n Mama

Ah Boy

Mr Driver aka Legend - Chen Koko

Front seat Passenger aka VVIP - Annie

Right Back Seat Passenger - Pei Nii

Left Back Seat Passenger - Emily

Finally arrived KK after 5 hrs of drive

half way up to Mount Kinabalu

Papa taking pix

while on our way

Sista??

Nii: 1st yr, 9stalks of roses

2nd yr, 6 stalks of roses

3rd yr, 3stalks of roses

then he pull my hair, hahaha

then he bought another 5stalks of roses for me, so i have 8 this yr... hehe

Happy Eating

Mama n Papa

Sista

Him n Me

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14th Feb 2010 ~ Nian Chu Yi Dinner at Zen Resort

Happy Couple for over 24yrs. ~Sweet~

Papa

Mama

Ah Boy

Emily

Pei Nii

Chen

Nii

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15th Feb 2010 ~ Morning

Lucky us to see Mount Kinabalu on the 2nd day.

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15th Feb 2010 ~ Poring Hot Spring

All of us Sunburn-ed after here~
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15th Feb 2010 ~ Afternoon

Sweet??

Shade from the sun

If i can live there

View from our Resort

In the resort

My 8 stalks of roses from him

Thanx dear!
Muacksss

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16th Feb 2010 ~ Morning

Cloudy

Cloudsssssss

Papa n Mama

Emily and I

Jee Family

Say cheese

Say goodbye to Mount Kinabalu~

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16th Feb 2010 ~ 1 Borneo ( Afternoon)

Went to shop at 1Borneo but it isn't like what they advertise, i did not enjoy my shopping, honestly.

Inside 1 Borneo.

3 fell off (by me) hehe

King and Queen??

Starbucks at 1 Borneo after few hours of shopping~

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17th Feb 2010 ~ Lok Kawi Zoo

We visit the zoo on the 4th day as my parent went shopping. Was suppose to visit their Musuem but we were so tired. We did not finish walking the whole area cos after watching their animal show all of us are too lazy to walk once again. So, we went back to 1Borneo.

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I was like so excited about Sushi King cos my aunt tells me its yummy! BUT, Sushi King that day is like only 5 are on duty, their service is super slow!!!! They don have EXTRA time to clean the table and they don have EXTRA time to take orders. Many of them was like standing there n wait and went away. I did not, I sit and wait. U have to raise your hand and ask them if they could clean the table, and need to raise another time to ask them if they could take your order~ I tolerate them but hmmm, since some of our sushi is not served yet, so i ask the waitress to double check. You wouldnt believe wat did the waitress said, she asks me if i wanna end my bill n come again next time. I thought i misunderstood her so i ask her to repeat, she says, i am sorry but we are really busy and lack of staff today, so can u please come again next time? I was so mad. I wonder why they can treat their customer like tat, She apologize n ask us to come again next time, i shout no more thanx, then we went away. I will write to their management n COMPLAIN!! Hmmmm

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He drew this

Cute parrot

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18th Feb 2010 ~ on the way back to Brunei.

It took us 7hrs to reach Brunei tat day cos we went to a temple, Lawas Town and Limbang Town.

Temple somewhere around Beaufort






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