LUCKS

It's 26th April 2010.
My mind is still at early 2010, January i mean, but i am already planning for x'mas party.

Yes,
It's the 26th day of the forth month in 2010.
I have already work for almost a month and salary day is near!! (either tomorrow or 28th). Yeapyyy!! I have a lot to buy, it has been months that i do not have this feeling. N i miss it!!!

I wish i can have my own car
I wish i can afford my own car in no time

I like this but it's too small. Vios is already not fit for family so for futher plan, this isn't a good choice.

My second choice, i don really like but it's good for travel especially i like to drive to Kuching and KK. It's too big for working but it's still great for traveling :) Hope i can get this!!





:::::: WISH ME LUCK ::::::

Lazeeness

Sorry for not updating my blog recently..

I was busy?
I was lazy?
I was tired?
I was away?

Excuses.
Haha




Went to Miri last Saturday to have my blood test and x-ray which cost me RM250!!!
OMG!!
People spend RM100 and me extra RM150.
Crazee

I am busy in the office and i sleep early in the night so that's mean no online~ing.
I kinda love-hate my job.
I love my salary and my working hours.
I dislike my work and them.
They make me retarded.
They make me insane.
They make me arhh 'scream'!!

Anyway,
Bless me.



Thanx
<3

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从不曾有过的想法，自己也吓了一跳
我对你的安全感在一瞬间消失了。





为什么？


从前
你让我骄傲
你让我满足
你让我快乐
你让我放心
你让我幸福


为什么？


现在
它们全都不见了，
它们都去了哪里？


为什么？


有一种无形的压力
夺走了我的快乐
夺走了我的笑容


为什么？


我的将来与原本填满了你，
计划好的一切突然离我好远。





我可以感觉到，有些事情即将发生。
这一切将会影响我们的一生。
这一切都掌握在你的手中。

加油

昨晚的这个时间我已经呼呼大睡了
做工真的很累
一整天都在忙
没有偷懒的机会
没有休息的时间

可是
工作之余不忘娱乐
哈哈
还好我的同事都很开朗
一直搞笑
所以还不见得无聊


又累了
我要休息了
明天又要加油了！！！

Third Day

Half day today

What am i going to do today??
1. Sleep
2. Sleep
3. Sleep

Haha. I am really tired~

Day 2

I seriously need some GOOD pen.

and a good sleep every night.

Haiz.

That day when i had my interview, i misHeard her says alternate Saturday no work!!
Few hours back, my colleague tells me actually alternate Saturday half day. aiks
So sad but true~~

I need to buy some office wear, they said no JEANS allowed but i only have JEANS in my wardrobe. What to do?? BUY LA! ($$$, everything involves it)

See, i need pen, shirts, skirts, pants. Wow. It costs~
not to forget my lipstick. once again, aiks

第一天

第一天上班
感觉好不错
大略的了解公司的操作
认识了公司10%的员工

时间过得很快
也许因为一整天都在忙把？
期待明天的到来！！



好眼睡~

第二份

整理心情
整理外在
整理内在
整理人际

感觉好像第一次，只是这次的想法成熟多了。
了解工作时该做什么，不该做什么。
知道工作时什么话可以说，什么话不可以说。

我会乖乖的
我会听话的
我会努力的
我会加油的

谢谢大家的关心，我们一起加油吧！

Hurray~

I GOT THE JOB

Interview

I have a interview this afternoon, It's 11.15am, i just woke up and not ready for everything yet. I am not nervous but i dono wat to wear, i dono wat to say, i am just like a blank paper today~ My eyes are swollen. I need a specs to cover them. I need a lipstick. I need a eye liner, OMG, I need to prepare but i really dono wat to do. What should i wear? What should i say? Can someone tell me? I hope i will get this job with my expected salary, I hope i will love this job and its surrounding. I hope everything would be fine. I hope i would be fine.

又~

我只是想像其他女孩一样被你疼爱，被你呵护。
试问，我又有什么错呢？
我真的真的感觉不到你的爱。
像是朋友，像是陌生人，像是仇人。
我们不再谈笑，
我们不再为将来幻想，
我们不再牵手，
我们不再。。。像情侣。

你走了，
也许不再回来，
也许明天就见。

可是，
你有没有想过被你留下的伤口几时才会复原？
你有没有试着了解我的感受？
你有没有想过我要的是什么？
你知道我要的是什么吗？


我累了
真的累了

恋上了寂寞的甜美

习惯了一个人躺的双人床
享受着一个人的美好时光

没有你的时间
寂寞陪着自己

忘了我们之间该有的甜蜜
你与我曾几何时不再激情

过着像似单身
生活不再有你