Sept 14th

OMG
Tomorrow, everything will be revealed.
I wanna see the truth that ive been waiting.
I dono if i can accept but i just wanted to know.
Im scared

Senseless~



I'm leaving Brunei for a week to visit my grandpa in Kuching.
If nothing went wrong, i'll leave Wednesday morning,
AND
I havent even pack yet.
Usually i need a week to pack if im gonna leave the country.
Yes, im this crazy!



I don feel like going tho
COS
No laptop, No PSP, No Internet, No facebook, No deardear, No Aircon, NOOOOO
BUT
Can see Gonggong, Can have fresh air, Can have clean water, Can enjoy, Can shop
AND
Dear promises me to go on a vacation during CNY, so we won be seeing Gonggong for long time if i didn take this chance. This is the only reason why i wanna go back actually. Since im free, i should take this visit. Arghhh, dear, i won be seeing u in a week or more, i started missing u already.



:(

Boredom

Have been taking care of my 2 cousins since last night
N im thinking if i should have kiddo in the future
My answer is: NO WAY
ahaha

Kids are really troublesome, u need to take care of their foods, play with them, u cant just leave them n stay in the room do your own thing(like i always do)!!!
U need to put them to sleep b4 u do, make sure u hear every words they said, n "qian jiu" them whatever they want or like.

OMG
This is just not me.
I mean
I like to play with kids
I like babies
I like to disturb them
I can bring them out
Im willing to take care of them(for 1hr?)

BUT
People always ask me
When r u getting married?
When do u wanna have kids?
Oh please
NOOOO
I cant stand it
I want my own w
I dislike noises
I dislike messy
(Turn to vision to the floor
Michelle just mess up my room n gone out!!!
Screaming: Michelle, clean up the mess!!!!!)

See, how am i suppose to have my own kids?
I just cant!
Ok, for 2 days
I can

Lets see hoe messy my room gonna be.

I miss u dear, come back asap!!!

Lazy = Annie Jee

Im so lazy to blog recently
Well
Im at home
Im free
Ive plenty of time
There's internet connection
N i just feel lazy
Maybe it was bcos of my mood
I blog when i feel sad
I blog when im happy
I blog when there's special occassion

Im addicted to Facebook more than a month
But im thinking to shut it down
Just some personal reason

So~

Should i??

单身

最近
不管是太阳公公还是月亮婆婆出现的时间
我~
都是一个人
从几何时
我爱上了一个人
一个人喝咖啡
一个人听歌
一个人吃饭
一个人逛街
一个人上网
一个人聊天
一个人睡觉
更~
一个人哭泣

就算
他在我身边
我也觉得我是一个人

当
两个人在一起
就算是睡在同一张床上
可是
做的事情并不一样
我还是觉得
我是一个人

一个人已变成习惯
你在我身边
我感觉不到你的存在
我俩怎么了
没有人知道
没有人察觉

发现
我原来是单身

你知道你对我的伤害有多大吗？

不管你说了什么
不管你做了什么
我总是轻易的原谅你

你是我的好朋友
并不代表你可以偏低我
并不代表你可以侮辱我

你说的话
让我很伤心
让我很难过
让我的泪流不停

你说
那些话
不是说给我听的
可是
有那么巧吗

我对你的关心
你不当一回事
却
一直说好听的话给我听
你到底想怎样

如果你想继续伤害我
请你走出我的世界
我真的不想再继续被伤害

也许我不该说这些话
可是
我真的忍无可忍了
一次又一次
我的心变得不完整
就因为你的伤害

想得美!!!

情人節的晚上...

老公問老婆: 你喜歡什麼花?

老婆羞答答說: 我喜歡兩種花..

老公急切地問: 哪兩種?我送給妳!

老婆低頭小聲說: --有錢花, 隨便花!

老公傻傻地說: 妳真美!


老婆嫵媚地問: 我哪美! ?

老公深情地說: --想得美!!!

关机

逃避
不能解决问题
每个人都知道
可是
逃避的方法
却一大堆

有些人
~ 选者
~ 躲在角落
~ 逃出国外
~ 锁在房里
~ 大哭一场
~ 跟人哭诉
~ 找朋友聊天
~ 关机

她
时常关机
而我
常常找不到她
我真的没办法
她
总会有很多理由
而我
每次都选者相信她

我觉得我很笨
很贪心
也自私
偶尔
也傻傻的

好想哭哦
不知不觉
眼泪又不听话的沿着脸颊往下滑
可是
勇敢的我
不再流泪
是不想
还是泪干了
连我自己也不晓得

Ooppss

It has been a while since my last blog.
As i said in my last blog,
No internet connection.


Went Miri last Saturday
Had a lot of fun with 3 cuzz
Cute cuz
Lots of attracting offers
Argh
I wanna shop again in Miri!!!

There is a very very very nice GUESS Bag which i wanted to buy
Its really a wow
Of course the Price too....
But
I really wanted to own one



Dear, u hear me???

Life Without Internet Connection

Argh
No internet connection.
HAte it
No facebook
No Blogger
No Friendster
Oh~ Tat's it
Ah!! NO MSN
haha
Bored day!!!

17.08.09

今天的我
很开心
很想和你们分享

11月
我的店就要开了
今天
资金到了
做什么事都要说钱
今天钱终于到了
全都要动工了
好开心哦

等这一天
等了快两个月了
每人能了解我现在的心情
很兴奋
再加上前几天的幸运事件
前老板的好消息
我现在可以
逛街买东西
买到我爽啊
哈哈哈



peinii,
hear me??

亏心事

你的语气让我觉得你做了亏心事
为什么那么紧张？
你做了什么？
我的话让你焦急了吗？
你做错了吗？
我很想知道你做了什么。。。

His Braveness